As soon as I joined my first SSU, I got abused by an admin who was also breaking NLR. Then there was a hide&seek event, another member kept killing everybody etc over and over nonstop, for a few days if I remember correctly. Admins did nothing about this for a few days, while knowing it was happening. Eventually, I became an admin. One day, I reacted :nerd: to another admin (who we'll call X)'s message. Another admin (who we'll call Z) also reacted to X's message with :nerd:. I got banned for 7 days for it for "harassment". Z didn't get punished at all. After the 7 days was over, the admins basically said they changed their mind and i'm banned permanently // forever. Still, Z got no punishment for this; so I was very confused. When asking why I got banned, I was told that I supposedly manipulated one of the owners. Keep in mind, the admins who said this have never seen any of my interactions with the owner nor heard about them. So how did they come up with this assumption?? Even the owner said it was a silly accusation. The admins are a mixed bag.